Time

Inside the NAFA gallery "anothermountainman" stood up lot art piece from different artist. the one i choose that can be reflected to create a story is the clocks one, titled "live now". Its a piece of art that simply as the remainder for us of TIME. because as the description about it

"When is now?"

"Where do we go next?"

"What did we just do now?"

"Work on A now? or do B first?"

"Live now"

"Explicitly now"

"Focus my self at now"

"The click of the now clock"

"Is like the chime at a Buddhist temple"

"Calling my soul, my mind"

"Back to now"

its all about time. As the artist to express his feeling about what we should aware the most is time. because time is limit, we all live in this limit with nothing we can do about it. So we have to focus, focus to what we doing right now and there is no time to worrying because in the end what matter is Now. As i learn it in a very hard way that my best friend left me. Its make me notice that we live in Time, we live in limit, not only ages, but everything, as almost everything have their time and period. You maybe wont notice now how your friendship will be over one day. and when the times come you can only think why?, what just happen?, even friendship can be limited by time. so focus on now and give everything you had.

As you read this sentence, you probably think that this moment right now is what is happening. The present moment feels special. It is real. However much you may remember the past or anticipate the future, you live in the present. Of course, the moment during which you read that sentence is no longer happening. This one is. In other words, it feels as though time flows, in the sense that the present is constantly updating itself. We have a deep intuition that the future is open until it becomes present and that the past is fixed. As time flows, this structure of fixed past, immediate present and open future gets carried forward in time. This structure is built into our language, thought and behavior. How we live our lives hangs on it.

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

Jar of heart

Every song have their own reason to be made, even dubstep. wonder that every artist create a song from different stories, background, what they have gone thought. So basically what i'm trying to say is that every song have different elements that the song writers's trying to express and communicate maybe its their pain or their story or even their feelings about their past. one of song that i have interest is Jar Of heart from Chistina Perri, because of the how the song itself can express the feeling and make us wonder "whats behind this song? "

Jar of hearts itself is a story about trust. The song lyric have deep meaning and still quite easy to in to understand and catch the story. Its begin about how disappointed you are when your love leave you with someone else. When you started to able to move on. he is back and try to make you trust him but the hollow he leaves was so deep that you afraid he will hurt you again. Leaving you with a trust issues. 

the story started with a girl that left alone by his boyfriend. left with severe heart broken she cannot trust her boyfriend again. she try to move on, it wasn't easy but she almost went through it. She's trying to stay away from him, because she knows that she can still fall back for him if he does. But she would really regret it if it would happen, because he has changed, he wasn't the man she used to love, and she's not going to chase for his love and attention anymore.

she once almost died when they parted, and now he's coming back.She's telling that he should stop being a playboy, because all he's doing is hurting people. He has already hurt a lot of hearts. It took her so long to move on and to remind herself of the things that she has to be thankful of and to look forward to.

 She regrets having experienced their relationship, because it only gave her false hopes.

 And now he's back(Probably asking for her forgiveness), but she'll wont let him fool her again, because she knows his ways.

the end of story the girl has no feeling anymore to the guy while the guy still trying so hard to get the girl back . He is also trying to get all the other girls he has hurt but none of them want to be with him.leaving him alone.

Lost Forever

In every age there are many events that impressive and influential because memories are part of life . Without them life would be meaningless because we do not have memories to keep . Childhood experiences that most impressed me occurred when I was eleven years old . I never imagined how my grandfather 's death would be the most memorable events of my childhood but somehow it .

My grandfather died at the age of fifty- three . He is everything to me and I adore him . I became very sad and depressed when he died . He had a stroke because he has high blood pressure , the left side of his body paralyzed and he could not speak , so my mom and step - father rushed her to hospital and he was immediately hospitalized . He was there for about a month . At the time of his speech is getting better because of regular exercise , but he can not use his arms or legs without the help of a nurse or one of us .

After a while , the doctor told us we could take it home and help do the exercises themselves . A week after my grandfather at home everything looks fine and he's improved , he makes jokes and using his hands and feet anymore . Then suddenly one night he told me he did not want me to sleep on the side because he wants to sleep on his own . I'm a little upset that he wanted it , but I accepted it and decided to sleep in my mother's room .

The next morning I got up early and went straight to my grandfather's room to check on him . I tried to wake him because I thought he was asleep , but he did not move . I called his name and he did not answer , so I ran into my mother's room and woke him up . As soon as she saw me she started crying grandfather . I immediately knew he was dead and I dropped on the floor . I could not stop crying . .

Death of my grandfather taught me many things . It taught me that things do not ever come out as you expect . There is always a surprising end . But most importantly it taught me was to love my family , especially my parents because I never know when death will take them away from me . So it is best for me to show them how much I love them when they are still alive.